Tuesday, December 20, 2005
:: Bad Result... Fuck!!! ::
Yesterday was a exciting day, "N" level result has release, Woho... Reach school at 2pm, listen to a talk from Principal, until around 2.30pm, this is the time, everyone can't wait to know their result, haha... So first they start from Sec 4 NA, then my class, before they call the name, they show the list of the students that have effort on the projected, the moment i didn't see my name on the screen, ok fuck it, comfirm i did very badly, i was so shock, i work so hard, and i didn't even get an A1, what the fuck...
All my classmates was looking at me, and keep on saying about me, beacause they can see that i'm too disappointed, i almost cry, but i try to control myself, really, i really cant take this, even my classmates, a fucking slacker, still can get an 2A2 and 1 A1, what the fuck is going on with me, i'm more hardworking than him, and i come out in a shit result...
When i get my result, i look at it, fuck, really don't have any A1, only 1 A2, what the hell, this is my result:
English: C5( WHAT THE FUCK!!!) Maths: B4 (SHOULD BE A1) Science: A2 (NO IMPROVEMENT???) Technical Studies: B3 Computer Applications: B4 Basic Chinese: B3
What the fuck, what the fuck is going on with me, study so hard, have tuion on maths, and then, result like shit, pass all so what, result is like shit, and i crush my "N" level Result Slip, Wa... Next year i'm taking my "O" level at private school, how am i gonna study with this kind of result...
My parents always screw me up, because i didn't get an A1 for my Maths and Science, give you tution, result still the same, no change, what the hell you doing???
This morning i just wake up and blog, every morning i will always see my result slip on the table, and i will think about how bad i have done, and then, my mother still scold me for not scoring well. "Go down and study, ya right, i think you just go down and talk with your friends only, you carry so many books just to act only, if you got study, you will get an A1 and let me see alreday, then what if you go study "O"s for next year, what if you canno make it, then waste my money again, study is study alone, where got such things study together, huh"
WHAT THE FUCK LA, OK I"M GONNA DIE IN "O" LEVEL NEXT YEAR
Logged @ 8:41 AM
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