Saturday, October 30, 2010
:: Swim ::


Looks like i need to swim more to let my right knee recover faster.


Logged @ 11:03 PM



  
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
:: Motor Bike ::


Now i know why i can't learn Motor Bike, because the way i drive at night, i almost got an accident.

My mother pissed me off, but i didn't shout at her, i just show her attitude, because i can't stand her nagging at me.

So while i went out to buy dinner, i was driving very fast because i was really pissed, until there is a driver wanted to race with me, Honda Airwave, so i speed to 100km/h, and that driver also drive the same speed as me, while i wanted to overtake that driver, i floor it!!! 130km/h.

I can over that driver, it's like 3-5m of the distance for me to overtake, but the moment i wanted to overtake, i didn't notice i was too close to the car infront of me, almost going to crash, left like 2m.

So i just brake, and overtake the car in front of me, and the Honda Airwave just overtake me.

I don't know why am i driving so reckless, if i ride motorbike, i think that's it for me, no more "Ah Quan".

I want to learn bike because it's convenient when i don't have a car at home, but talk about driving, the way i drive almost kill myself, if i play cornering on bike, i think i will just fly off from my bike and die on the spot.

I learn a lesson. "Never take your car and speed around when you are pissed, you end up killing yourself".

Why do i have to be so pissed by her???


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Thursday, October 14, 2010
:: My 10km Journey. ::


It's been a long time that i haven't run for a long distance since after i move out from Bullion Park, i still remember when i'm still in Bullion Park, is either i run with Daryl or Cheryl at night for 4km jog, or i will just run myself with my own speed, my own time, the distance that i want to run.

Those days were great, you can just keep on running non-stop, no one will stop you, until one day, i run 18km non-stop, i push myself so damn hard because of 42km marathon because 1 want to finish the race within 5 hours.

But i didn't expected that i injure my right knee after the next day, and it's not funny at all, some more it's before my marathon.

But i still make it through the race, but after the race, i had never run more than 5km anymore.

Yesterday night i was thinking not to run because I'm too tired, but i don't know what makes me go and run that 10km, even though I'm tired.

While i start running, it feels like shit because I'm really tired, but after 1km, i don't feel like shit, so i just continue running, run and run and run, my mind was telling me to finish that 10km.

Until 6km, my stitch is getting painful, but i still force myself to run and control my breathing.

7km, i have to let myself walk, because my right knee told me to stop running, and i also learn a lesson, "never try to push over to your limit"

3km more to finish, so i just push myself all the way! 57 mins 7 sec. It feels great that i really finish 10km within 1 hour, and i think i had found something for myself to challenge.

Since cycling is so painful, maybe i should try running long distance again, plus i learn how to control my limit.

Next challenge, 20km.

Maybe next year, either Sundown or Standard Chartered Marathon, i told myself before that i will never run 42km again, but who knows i have change my mind, instead of going for Triathlon since i don't have a bike (Have to invest a lot of money on Bike, and Swimming is a torturing to me.) Try something that you are confortable with.

We will see how it goes, oh well, next week start school, that will be a new day for me. Time to work hard again.


Logged @ 10:24 PM



  
Saturday, October 02, 2010
:: Problem Solved? You Call That Problem Solved? ::


Today, i went to meet up with Daryl, June, May and Jessie for dinner, and also wanted to settle the problems by asking them what's going on, which i know it's a very dumb question.

At first i though the problem is solved, my way of solving problem is when they are having an Bullion Park outing, Marcus must not be there, if not things will get worse, so all outings don't call Marcus out lor.

But this is avoiding problems, because i don't want things to get worse. The reason that i ask them out to ask question is not because i want to know what's going, it's not why i want to be a busybody.

It's because of Ivan, i wanted to know what Ivan is going to do. I can feel that Ivan is stuck in the middle between friendship and relationship, so i think it's very hard for him to make decision, i ask them these question, so that they are prepared. (Maybe i'm asking Dumb question)

Although it's not my problem.
I'm not the one that cause it.
What for i fucking care so much
What for i go and make things worse

But because the moment i think about my friend, Ivan, how is going to make decision? How is he going to face these problems?

While i was playing basketball, Cheryl came down and play with us like 1 hour before the basketball court light switch off, before playing she ask me this few question.

Cheryl: How's the outing?
Wei Quan: Settle already!
Cheryl: So Marcus and June are friends already?
Wei Quan: No la, just that if there is an outing, Marcus cannot turn up lor, and May also very pissed about Marcus.
Cheryl: So you call that "Settle already"?

During the match, i was thinking and thinking, and i told myself " Is this the way that you think the problem is solved? By not calling Marcus out when there is a bullion park outing? What the fuck are you doing? You call yourself an organiser? You call yourself a middle man? You talking shit!!!"

While i was thinking of that problems, i didn't really take note of my safety, like how am i going to land properly when i got my rebound, but didn't expect it, i injure my spine.

It was painful, but after a while, i never think about the pain, because that problem will just keep reminding me.

I ask myself " Have you really tried your best to solve the problem? Do you even know that the problem is not even "Settled" at all?"

YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE THE BALLS TO CONTINUE THE TOPIC WITH THEM ABOUT THE PROBLEMS!!!
YOU AFRAID TO QUARREL WITH THEM IF YOU CONTINUE THE TOPIC!!!
YOU AFRAID YOU OFFENDED THEM!!!!
YOU AFRAID THEY WILL HATE YOU!!!
YOU AFRAID THEY WILL NOT TALK TO YOU IF YOU CONTINUED!!!

I don't know why am i avoiding all these shit, i find myself very useless, i wanted to help them, but i don't know how to help.

That is why i can't sleep right now at this time, i'm been thinking and worrying at the same time, what will happen in the end? No one knows.


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