Tuesday, December 13, 2005
:: What A Fuckup Day ::
Yesterday went home about 5am, then next morning Mother keep on asking me why i always come home so late, scold me like fuck, then she ask me about what time my brother come back home when i'm on my way coming back home from market...
Then when she saw the fishing rod beside the fish tank, then she went to ask my maid whether he got bring any fish home then she found out, ok good game, she scold my big brother, then she scold me, for what, keep on staying out so late, ya i was in the wrong, then she say something that makes me damn sad, wa... Sian already, if this really happens again, i really don't know what my mother gonna do, i really don't want to think so much...
After the scolding, then i try to cool her down, talk some bullshit to make her laugh, ya at the end everything is ok, then i went in to my room, then my 2 brothers starts to say i Baodoa them this and that, yayaya....
Around 4.10pm, i went downstaris wait for Marcus for 20 mins, i just stone there, think about what have i done during this few year, did i do anything wrong to make my parents very disappointed, ya PSLE, the worse one, and still got more la, don't want to say so much la...
Then sit at the shop for a while, Marcus went out with Small Marcus and Louis to change Smal Marcus's Guitar from Right to Left handle, haha... Then i went back home and sleep...
Mother wake me up around 8.30pm, eat my dinner, watch TV, 10pm, Marcus call me to go down, then i ask my Mother i'm going down, then she told me this" If i don't let you go down, will you be happy?", then i know that she don't want to let me go down, then i just listen to her once la, don't make her angry, if i ask her to let me go down again, she will confirm screw me up, that's why i tell lie to Marcus that my parents scold me like fuck. Marcus, i'm sorry that i didn't tell you the truth, but to prevent my mother for not getting angry from me, i have to tell lie that my parents scold me like fuck... And now i know how to relax myself, i just need a Guitar, yesterday i went to Joel's house and play, and i feel much better than stoning alone, ya gonna get Carolanne's guitar from Zhi Liang, haha...
Then i just stone at home, Marcus call me to see how's my mother and all these, ya thanks for caring me, haha.... Then do some stuff for my mother, then my 2 brothers want to use com after i have done... So i went to Joel's house and blog, and now i'm here to say " Yo guys, don't worry about me, everything is fine."
I just don't want to make things worse, just like mother say to me, " Ok fine, you can go down and stay at downstaris until mid-night, your home is at downstairs, don't have to come back, you don't even treat this house as your home", i was just like a bastard, maybe i just think too much already, it's like i have been doing a lot of bad things all thses few years, what's wrong with me???
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