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Saturday, October 02, 2010 Today, i went to meet up with Daryl, June, May and Jessie for dinner, and also wanted to settle the problems by asking them what's going on, which i know it's a very dumb question. At first i though the problem is solved, my way of solving problem is when they are having an Bullion Park outing, Marcus must not be there, if not things will get worse, so all outings don't call Marcus out lor. But this is avoiding problems, because i don't want things to get worse. The reason that i ask them out to ask question is not because i want to know what's going, it's not why i want to be a busybody. It's because of Ivan, i wanted to know what Ivan is going to do. I can feel that Ivan is stuck in the middle between friendship and relationship, so i think it's very hard for him to make decision, i ask them these question, so that they are prepared. (Maybe i'm asking Dumb question) Although it's not my problem. I'm not the one that cause it. What for i fucking care so much What for i go and make things worse But because the moment i think about my friend, Ivan, how is going to make decision? How is he going to face these problems? While i was playing basketball, Cheryl came down and play with us like 1 hour before the basketball court light switch off, before playing she ask me this few question. Cheryl: How's the outing? Wei Quan: Settle already! Cheryl: So Marcus and June are friends already? Wei Quan: No la, just that if there is an outing, Marcus cannot turn up lor, and May also very pissed about Marcus. Cheryl: So you call that "Settle already"? During the match, i was thinking and thinking, and i told myself " Is this the way that you think the problem is solved? By not calling Marcus out when there is a bullion park outing? What the fuck are you doing? You call yourself an organiser? You call yourself a middle man? You talking shit!!!" While i was thinking of that problems, i didn't really take note of my safety, like how am i going to land properly when i got my rebound, but didn't expect it, i injure my spine. It was painful, but after a while, i never think about the pain, because that problem will just keep reminding me. I ask myself " Have you really tried your best to solve the problem? Do you even know that the problem is not even "Settled" at all?" YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE THE BALLS TO CONTINUE THE TOPIC WITH THEM ABOUT THE PROBLEMS!!! YOU AFRAID TO QUARREL WITH THEM IF YOU CONTINUE THE TOPIC!!! YOU AFRAID YOU OFFENDED THEM!!!! YOU AFRAID THEY WILL HATE YOU!!! YOU AFRAID THEY WILL NOT TALK TO YOU IF YOU CONTINUED!!! I don't know why am i avoiding all these shit, i find myself very useless, i wanted to help them, but i don't know how to help. That is why i can't sleep right now at this time, i'm been thinking and worrying at the same time, what will happen in the end? No one knows. Logged @ 4:08 AM |
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